Hypothetical chapter 7

Hypothetical chapter 7

“3adi” 

Lamya: I was a bad friend for not having your back and understanding

“You weren’t a bad friend, w it’s fine” 

She smiled, I didn’t look at her at all throughout the whole talk 

Lamya: thank you

I finally looked at her to smile and I went back to class 

..........

About a month passed

I’m getting closer and closer to haya. She really is sweet 

I love her so much

A7s inna I’m being more social this year. I don’t know why bs I feel happier 

I feel like fy positive energy in the class 

I made new friends and Al7amdallah I’m very happy 

Today I woke up at around 7 and decided to get ready early today 

I went and got dressed and decided to open my phone and scroll 

through my messages w k4a while I was having breakfast mama muna made 

I found a very interesting message 

It was from s3ood, we rarely text so this is very weird

I opened the chat 

S3ood: Ism3y aby aklmk 3la shay bukra very important  - 12:07 am - 

I was typing 

“Ok” - 7:13 am -

I do fished my breakfast and packed my bag wondering what he would want us to talk about 

I went and woke everyone up with my grandma once it became 7.30 so they could get ready for school 

.......

It’s English and I fee like I’m dead

I love literature but I don’t feel like roicising and suddenly I doze of and focus again w ykoon 5l9t elabla n9 eldrs 

Mdry shfeeny 

I’m trying so hard to focus bs elly 8al ly s3ood mb shy 8leel 

I’m freaking out here 

This is very strange 

I’ve never in my life thought about something this much 

Ufhhhhhhh aby Rana aby Jana hy tfhm bhl’umoor

Flashback 

S3ood: Noura, Shoofy a7sk mb man Ha4a elno3 w 9d8eeny 7ata Ana bs mdry Aish 9ar feeny ha4y elftra A7s t’3yrt. W aby a8olk shay bs atmana inna n’9rtk ly ma tt’3yr w Ana adry inna mn bdayat elsna kna nkrh b3’9 bs-

I interrupted him very impatiently

“S3ood, spit it out”

S3ood: Noura adry 7rkat mrah8a bs A7s inny um m3jb feek?

He said uncertain 

This was in recess 

About 6 hours ago 

And till then that was the only thing that happened 

T5ylo he said that w I was in shock 

Elmohem akml lkm;

S3ood: please react ow shay la tsween k4a 

I was making this exact face; :o

“S3ood I’m sorry, asfa, wallah I’m so sorry I like you as a friend”. 

S3ood looked sad and disappointed 

I felt bad 

I really do like him 

But again 

I’ve never loved anyone 

I’m not planning to anytime soon 

So I’m very confused between liking and loving 

A7s a7ba bs I’m not willing to be in a relationship or actually loving him 

You know ?

Probably mb fahmeen shay bs y3ny 

Bl3rbi; I’m CONFUSED 

And then I just kept apologizing and he kept calming me down elain ma i gave him a “friendly” high five, w he kept assuring me inna it’s okay, w inna our friendship ma byt2thr

🤦‍♀️ 

I wasn’t thinking right!! I’m so stupid adry 

Elmohem Here I am in literature 

   

W I really feel bad, w lsa ma klmt Rana 3la elmw’9oo3. She’d probably kill me 

I don’t think I’m telling her this at all actually 

The class ended and I ran to my locker. I packed quickly and waited at the gate 

My siblings were still in class so I got out and found turki outside, I rode the car and waited for the rest. 

Turki: Ism3y mama Noura d8t 3la elbait elyoum, tby tshoofkm, nroo7 lha elyoum ell lail?

“Ok”

Turki: shfeek, your ok is usually more cheerier than that 

“Maly 5l8 turki aby anam”

Turki: Noura inty akthr cousin m3zt’ha 3ndy 3alya jdn, la tz3leen ktheer mb zain l97tk, w a9lan am ylee8 3laik elz3l :)

T’39bt inna I fake a smile. He is very sweet.

I can’t really talk to him nor zaid about s3ood. Fa I can talk to Rana only 

Allah ystr bs

5:09 pm

Turki: Noura!

Turki: Noura! T25rnaaaa mfroo’9 nkoon hnak 8bl 9 d8ay8!

Noura: OKAY ONE SECOND JALSA ALBS MLABSY!!! TBE AROO7 3RYANA!!!!???

Turki: l7ol allah 

Rana: ma y9y7, she’s a teenage girl, wsh ttw83 y3ny t5l9 bd8ee8a?!

Me while coming down the stairs: “thank you rano”

Rana: no problem bs 9d8 6wlty

“Sorryy, yellah wain elb8ya? Laish t9r3oony lw lsa elb8ya ma jww”?

Zaid: ya zlaba Ana w a5ook jalseen hna allah la y3meena

I tilted my head and found them sitting at the couch behind turki 

“Oh”

Rana - laughing - : yellah 

We rode the car and in 20 minutes we arrived. 

Mama Noura stood greeting us by the door 

Mama: 7y allah mn jannaaa!!

All: allah y7ayekkk

I pushed them all and ran to hug mama Noura 

Mama Noura: bsmillah shwy shwy ksrty a5wank 

Turki: shfty kaif Yuma? Mara 3neefa ha4y

“Lw sm7to uskto aby aklm mama Noura”

Rana: a8ool b3dy 5lna nslm 3laiha

I moved but still held her hands and was next to her 

She reminds me so much of my mother 

  when I’m hugging her I feel like I’m hugging my mom

Rana too, when I hug her I feel like I’m hugging rania

I love them both so much 

Elmohem, I was inside and I saw the lights of the dywanya open so I guessed that M7md or nawwaf or someone has friends over 

Fa I went inside and I only saw the girl cousins, and a girl from my school that’s in 10th grade and is friends with my cousin , I think ismha leen

The boys were all out

So turki and zaid all went out 3la 6ool and it was just me and Rana

We sat down and enjoyed the evening and I had a lot of fun m3 jdty

A7bhaaaa

Elzbda at the end of the night we all went to the Dewania to see M7md and the rest to the boy cousins 

And when I enter I find all the cousins in there 

I quickly spotted M7md 

Waved at him 

Waved at nawwaf 

Then got out 3la 6ol

 Baba ja w jls m3ana w he had to go back to work 

We rode the car and suggested dinner bs 6b3n jdty ma 89rt, t8oolon 9ar lna sneen ma aklna 😄

.......

A month passed. Something very strange is happening. S3ood is acting different, y3ny he is nicer, happier, cheerier

 he’s just a positive energy type of person 

Now I’ve known him for about 2 months and he wasn’t like this 

I ended up asking zaid what’s happening, but he didn’t know. 

So I just thought inna mo shr6 ykoon fy sbb, maybe he’s just happy

Until I saw him in the hallway, me and haya we’re together chatting.  we had a 5 minute break to get our stuff and rest for a bit, wo while I was headed to the locker, eager to ask s3ood about his sudden mood change, I saw him. He was talking to a girl, very happy, I can see the girl blushing and him looking very interested and passionate at her. 

Ok so, he’s found himself a lover 

Who? 

Leen, the 10th grader that’s friends with my cousin. 

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