Hypothetical chapter 11- Finale

Hypothetical 11- finale 

Hi, I can’t believe this is the end! 

Listen, I like to listen to music when I’m reading blogs, so I recommend tsm3oon “Always” by Isak Danielson, you won’t regret it at all. Just listen to it when I tell you to start 3shan k4a t3eeshon eljw. Maraaa I Recommend! I’m listening t it right now 😂

Plus thoroughojt this chapter listen to very romantic and sad music 3shan t3eeshon jw😂😂

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Bs mara z3lt inna Ana w s3ood t5an8na.

Honestly he is right bs y3ny lsa wallah mara t’9ay8t mn 7rkta 

I just didn’t feel like dealing with it.

Allah ystr

Anyways, it’s been about 2 month since me and s3ood were fighting

I really miss him so much 

Elbanat are trying to convince me to talk to him bs I don’t want to at alllll

Kbrya2i ma ysm7 ly

Bs y3ny I really do love him

..

Elmohem we have an after school thing today with me s3ood, and like 15 others 

Its for the graduation of the senrioirs in our school 

So I wasn’t looking forward for that at all

Anyways 

I quickly got up from bed and I went outside 

My dad called me and told me to go and talk to him at his room 

When I was on my way, I felt like I could hear him talking to the phone to someone, and laughing and talking softly. I was kind of eager to know who he was talking to 

And eavesdropping at him wouldn’t have helped 

Anyways I went inside his room 

And he quickly changed his tone 

I looked at him smiling and giving him a “What’s up” look 

Baba: you know 8drty td8een?

“Sorry, meen knt tklm”?

Baba: malk d5l, Ism3y abeek bmw’9oo3

“Smm”

Baba: allah yslmk abeek tro7een bait jdtk ta54een shay mn 5altk

“Ok”

I got ready and told the driver to get ready 

I left the house wondering what he could possibly want from my aunt 

M38oola kan yklmha hy?

I was thinking a lot that I didn’t notice that we arrived until the driver called my name a hundred times 

I entered and I saw a lot of guys sitting outside 

My cousin has his friends over 

Bainhm kan s3ood 

I haven’t talked to him in a very long time and I really miss him

He immediately looked at me and had this weird expression I couldn’t really understand 

My cousin cane up to me 

Mohammed: sorry ma 8ltlk, 5alty toleen da5l elmjls 

“Oh uuh la la 3ady”

Mohammed: ok, um s3ood you know Noura 97? Nfs elmdrsa?

Both of us: uhh

“Yeah yeah I know him”

S3ood: shftha km mara

Mohammed: la aw9eek intbh lha, a’3la w7da 3ndna bl3aila 

S3ood forced a quick smile and his eyes were glued to the ground again 

One of his sketchy weird friends; ha Mohammed, 3rfna 3laiha meen ha4y?

His friend next to him punched him lightly on his shoulder: dude that’s his cousin bla 8rf 

The sketchy friend: wallah mb shaina 

Mohammed glared at him and s3ood did too 

Mohammed: Abdulrahman 5l 3enaik blar’9 yalws5

“Y3”

I quickly passed by them and went inside disgusted by this generations attitude and how they have the guts to flirt a girl in front of he own cousin 

I went to my aunts room and saw her sitting down very happily 

She’s around my age, maybe 18 years old 

5ala Huda: your late!

“5ala huda 8ooly shfeekk”?!

5ala huda: fy shay umk 36tny iyah when I was maybe 14, it’s really special and valuable. W I think you should have it 

I was touched, y3ny I would never do such a thing when I have something that someone I loved passed away gave me 

I was really excited to see what it was 

I was getting kind of emotional

“Aish ho”?

5ala huda: here

She handed me a notebook 

“What’s in it”?

5ala huda: your mom used to love writing poems, allah yr7mha, she gave me this notebook to read the poems in it. Btla8een mn awl 9f7a lymkn n9a mlyan poems, and some are live poems ;)

I smiled and I hugged her so tight 

“Thank you so much”!

Huda: I felt like you needed it more than I did, you love poems 

“Shukrn mara, t5yly I lost my poem notebook w aklt z8 jalsa aktb 3la my phone”

Huda: ajl 5la9 you can use this 

“Shukran mara”

I hugged her 

Huda: isht8t lha mara

“Allah yr7mhm”

Huda: tdreen knt mt’hawsha m3aha youm el7adth

“Why”?

Huda: boy problems 

Huda: w ll7een ndmana 8d eldnya 

“It’s ok, you know she only wanted good for you”

Huda: ee I know 

By now my tears were falling and I was really really sad 

Huda: sleep over 

“I can’t, sorry” 

It was I think 9pm 

Huda: ok babe, btroo7een now?

“Ee”

Huda: bye 7by

“Bye hdu”

She smiled and I hugged her for the last time and got out 

I went to say hi to my grandma and grandpa then I went to the kitchen. 

I saw Mohammed and said bye 

6l3t, m7mds nasty friends have me looks 

Elmshkla mafy another gate Ella wara elbait bs I couldn’t go there 3shan fy construction or something 

I passed by looking at s3ood 

S3oods point of view 

A7s inna 9d8 isht8t lha w ndman mara inna 9ar5t 3laiha 

Bs I’m still annoyed by her 

W lw tboon el9d8 I really don’t care about her anymore 

Kind of 

Nouras pov:

I looked at him one last time, I gave him an “I am sorry look”

He totally ignored 

He’s acting like a bitch honestly 

I’m done 5la9

Elly yhm ho enna I have mamas notebook 

I ride the car and I immediately opened the notebook 

I found a lot of poems about baba, which let me tell you, is romantic 

I found poems about her best friends

I found poems about her family 

And a ton of poems about us; her kids 

I skimmed through some of them, then I wrote some thoughts and poems about her. 

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I woke up the next morning

Nfsyty mara Zaina 

I feel happy al7amdiallah after i got the notebook 

I opened the notebook and read one of mamas poems 

I got ready and went to gather everyone up So we can leave 

After a very long struggle we finally reached school 

I tried my best to stay positive 

I want and need to be positive 

My life can’t simply stop and be depressing because of the death of my mother 

Y3ny Allah yr7mhm

W of coarse there will be many day that I will cry about her and rania 

But I need to make sure to not make these days *everydays*

I want to be happy 

I went to class feeling very positive 

I even participated w kl shay 

I even waved at lamia 

And I had a lot of fun at recess m3 haya and Rana w zaid 

Zaid is being very sweet, y3ny he’s hanging out with me and not with s3ood just because of our fight 

He’s very thoughtful and very caring Al7amdallah 

Anyways 

I was getting ready for the periods and I kept noticing stares from s3ood 

Ok now play the song “always”

Bsr3aaa before this part starts 

I’m waiting 

Ok sh’3ltoh?

I’ll start:

He was glaring me 

Y3ny 

Staring very hard 

It was kind of creepy 

Mdry ho al7een Aish salfta 

7awlt atjahl n’9rata w arkz 

I went to class and I was with him in the group 

“Hi haya, hi s3ood”

S3ood looked at me and that was it 

Haya: hi noni 

“S3ood mn zman 3nk”

S3ood: mm you to

Bard 

I’m trying to fix things here 

Not working apparently

W I’m actually trying y3ny t5ylo 7ta youm y5z a6al3a w I half smile 

Y3ny mb smiling bs mb rolling my eyes at him 

Mdry A7s isht8t lh

Elmohem, it’s the end of the day. Finally 

Yasser and s3ood stayed last because they were in this 12th grade project like I mentioned earlier 

So I didn’t want to stay alone with them in the room fa nzlt mn el classroom to the locker hallway 

I got my stuff and quickly noticed that I forgot my laptop upstairs 

I got up and went to class

I wish I didn’t go up there 

S3oods point of view:

I feel horrible inna jals at3aml m3aha bha4y el6ree8a

Bs I just can’t deal with her hlftra 

I love her. I really do. Bs she doesn’t love me back, nor think that I still love her 

Her arrogance is killing me and making me hate her even more 

I was very mad 

I was furious actually. I’m frustrated 

Yasser: ya5y s3ood what’s wrong with you lately? 

“Mafeeny shay. Just frustrated”

Yasser: Noura?

“Ya 3my hy ma t7bny! ‘3ba2ha w 3dm trkeezha bhl shay y8tlny. A7s I lost all feelings towards her”! 

Yasser : ya5y are you dumb?! The girl loves tou! Int el’3by elly ma tfhm wla tstw3b! Ma tla7’6 n’9ratha lk? W when you give her a look she smile instead of giving you a look back? Ma fkrt why she was mad when our stayed with leen? She was jealous! Because she loves you! 

I was shocked 

Yasser is really smarts and observant

Bs ma Tw83t lhldrja 

Yasser: tbeeny akml? The list goes on! Noura sh59ya ma tfhm bswalf el7b! Rou7ha bree2a! K2nha 6fla, fa when you dropped a bomb 3laiha and told her you love her she was shocked! Your so stupid s3ood! The girl has been through hell since the death of her mother and sister and her depression ifhm w istw3b ‘9roofha

S3ood: y3ny hy 9d8 t7bny?

Yasser: yes! Yes she does! 

I was quiet the whole time 

Nouras pint of view:

I heard the whole thing

I wanted to run. Bs my feet were doing the opposite 

I quickly passed by to get my laptop from class 

They were standing by the elevator 

A7s inna they saw me 

8m6t I’m el3afya youm shafny 

Yasser quickly went downstairs 

I wanted to run behind him downstairs

I feel very embarrassed 

S3ood quickly followed my running 

He grabbed my arm, pulled me close to him 

So close that I felt his heartbeat 

I felt his breath 

I felt and understood his apology just from looking at his eyes 

His beautiful mesmerizing eyes 

I looked up at him 

S3oods pov: 

She looked up at me 

She looked sad, innocent, and embarrassed 

I never saw her feel this weak 

She tries running away bs I grabbed her, turned her around and now we are here 

I looked at her 

Nouras point of view: 

S3ood: I’m sorry 

“S3ood please itrkny” 

S3ood: La2

“Your hurting me”

He left me, I went to the elevator 

He followed 

S3ood: why didn’t you just tell me? 

“Why did you give up y3ny”? 

S3ood: don’t answer me with a question

“You didn’t really love me S3ood, m7d y3aml sh59 y7ba k4a S3ood”!

S3ood: انا اشهد أن مال الحياه أي قيمه من دونك 

‏كنت انت مصدر فرحتي ومصدر إلهامي 

(Credits: fahda’s Twitter 😂❤️❤️)

I looked at him shocked 

I recognized that phrase

I recognized it very well actually 

I remember every word from that poem 

“You”?

S3ood: yes, I’m the one who has your poem notebook 

He pulled out this notebook, my notebook! 

S3ood: you dropped it, I was curious and checked it out. I’m sorry

“It’s it’s not ok bs that’s not really important” 

I grabbed it from him, feeling even more embarrassed now that he read all my thoughts 

S3ood: you really didn’t know how to act wla you didn’t love me? 

“Int did you play dumb? It was obvious that I cared about you”!

S3ood: what am I supposed to do?! You rejected me Noura! Knt mara mn7rj mnk! B3d ma rf’9teeny knt aby ansa! 8lt lnfsy inna I cant spend my days sad about you w 7awlt I move on 

“Y3ny you gave up”!

S3ood: 6yb Tara a7bk mn awl ma t3rft 3laik ll7een!

“6yb Tara 7ata Ana”! 

He looked at me, deep into my eyes, and he came closer 

And closer 

And kissed me, lifted me up and I kissed back. 

I found the one who was able to break this “wall” I built in myself 

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The end!!!! I can’t believe it!! 

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